Philophobia

I miss you. 

I'm not good at handling break ups at all. You should know that from my previous break up. But this is worse. We've created so much memories together. It's gonna take a long time for me to recover. It's so hard to sleep at night and wake up in the morning. When I open my eyes, I try so hard to convince myself you're not there anymore and I should carry on my day happily. But I can't. 

It still feels like a dream.

One day you love me, the next day you're gone. I'm sure you know how abrupt you were.

Did I do something wrong?

Sigh. I miss you J, I really do.

I'd do anything for you to speak to me again.